| We are grateful to
Dr Sinason for allowing us to reproduce this version of his paper,
based on a talk given 6th March 1993 at the APP Conference
Psychodynamic approaches to psychosis: survival or revival?
It was published originally as: Sinason M (1993) Who is the mad
voice inside? Psychoanal. Psychother. Vol 7 (3) 207-221 but has
been revised subsequently.
Who is The Mad Voice Inside?
Dr M Sinason BSc MBBS FRCPsych
1. Summary
This paper will consider the identity of an inner voice that is
experienced by everyone but in very different ways. However, when
working in the transference with psychotic patients the boundaries
of personal identity and the question of choice and volition are so
compromised by the illness that the phenomena are so to speak "writ
large". This allows the issues to be brought out with great
vividness and intensity and it is the struggle with this that has
led me to reconsider the identity of the inner voice in a way which
I have found useful for the rest of my clinical work.
Prior to 1985 my clinical work with patients with psychotic
illnesses was undertaken in the in-patient psychotherapy ward at
Shenley Hospital that I was responsible for. With the movement of
psychotherapy resources out of Shenley to set up the Willesden
Centre our ability to continue with this work was very compromised
because the Centre is entirely an out-patient resource. However, a
number of us persevered and gradually worked out ways to be able to
continue to offer treatment to patients who had psychotic illnesses.
This involved the establishment of a case-manager system to enable
the therapist to work in the transference. This evolution has
occurred in a specialist workshop that I have been running at the
Willesden Centre since 1986.
2. The everyday language of internal cohabitation
The experience of an ‘other mind’ speaking with its own ‘inner
voice’ seems to be so universal and troublesome that it is not
surprising that it has many representatives in aphorisms and saying
in common speech. These sayings are worthy of study since they
incorporate a wealth of common knowledge about these phenomena. For
example the phrase "single minded dedication" includes both a
recognition that the state of being single minded is unusual and
that it can be useful if you want to get a single job done. On the
other hand there is also a recognition that the state of being
single minded includes a narrowing of the field of attention so that
important phenomena or alternative approaches will not be seen and
it is therefore a potential risk to have entered into the state of
being "single minded". However, emancipation from the restricted
state of being single minded is not straightforward since the phrase
"being in two minds" indicates a state of irresolvable paralysis
where two minds are opposing each other rather than siding with each
other.
These phrases indicate a clear recognition that one body does not
mean one mind and that ownership of mind is a much more elusive and
problematic matter than having a body. These phrases represent the
daily grammar with which we try and keep track of which mind we are
in and represents an acknowledgement that the body is cohabited by
more than one mind, whatever it says on the birth certificate. There
are further phrases illustrating that there can be problems
associated with which mind adequately represents the named owner of
the body. In connection with a future plan a person can say that
they "have a mind" to implement it or that they have "half a mind"
to implement it which in fact means that they are in trouble about
it. Another example comes when something is said or done which is
abusive or damaging and out of character with the persons usual
approach to life and this is often acknowledged by saying that they
were "not in their right mind" when they behaved that way. As an
extension of this, if there has been some profoundly damaging
violent action this is commonly referred to as "mindless violence"
because I think that there is recognition that even if the person
perpetrating the violence claims that it was their choice to do it,
it is nevertheless known that this is a false claim and it is in
fact a delusion of choice in an out of control mind.
I will now give a short review of the psychoanalytic literature
which has contributed to understanding how an autonomous other mind
can exist in the inner world.
2.1 The voice as a split-off part of a single ego
Freud proposed in his 1924 paper entitled "The Loss of Reality in
Neurosis and Psychosis" that when the ego is overwhelmed by the
demands of the external world it effects a cleavage or division of
itself by means of which the individual is spared the need and
consequences of repression at the cost of a detachment from reality.
Freud therefore recognised that there would then be one ego oriented
to the demands of reality while the cleaved off other ego lived in a
world of delusions. In subsequent years Melanie Klein (1975),
Herbert Rosenfeld (1966), Wilfred Bion (1967) and Hanna Segal (1981)
have extended the understanding of this process. In the Kleinian
model a single ego comes into being during infancy but is
overwhelmed by anxiety arising from its own destructive reactions to
environmental frustrations and failures. Very early it therefore
splits itself with the projection in phantasy of the hostile and
destructive parts of the ego which are felt to otherwise be likely
to destroy the self. The projection of these parts gives rise to an
impoverishment of the ego. It also results in paranoid anxieties
since the external object that has become the receptacle for the
disowned aspects of the self is expected to retaliate. In this model
the mad inner voice is therefore a split off part of the ego which
is denied and disowned and which is often projected in phantasy into
others who are then identified with these characteristics. Treatment
therefore is conceived of as interpreting the motives for the
splitting and the disowning of those aspects of the self and the
gradual re-integration of these parts into a more coherent less
split ego.
Another approach to the dissociation from the ego of an ill ego
fragment was developed by Carl Jung who had experience of the whole
range of severe psychiatric disorders when working at the Burgholzli
Psychiatric Hospital in Zurich. Despite initial co-operation with
Freud they had such major divergences of opinion about the structure
of the psyche that they eventually could no longer work together.
Jung thought that there was an important demarcation line between
neurosis and psychosis and that Freud was over-stretching the
personalistic interpretation of the psychic events within
schizophrenia in his analysis of the Schreber case. He thought that
neurosis could be satisfactorily explained by analysis of personal
biographical data whereas psychotic mental contents defied reduction
to a personalistic causality. Instead he thought that there was a
second psychic system of a collective, universal and impersonal
nature which is identical in all individuals and it is from this
that a pathological ego complex is formed.
2.2 The voice as a destructive narcissistic organisation within
the ego
Herbert Rosenfeld (1971) extended our understanding of the
destructive aspects of narcissism and illustrated how an internal
psychic organisation can be built up within the ego which usurps the
functions of the ego and turns them to destructive ends.
Intelligence is thereby turned to the service of destructiveness and
achievement is conceived of solely in terms of domination and
subjugation of others to the narcissistic aims of the ill ego.
Rosenfeld described how this mental structure functioned internally
like a controlling gang or Mafia which kept the well aspects of the
ego kidnapped and trapped by seduction, coercion and intimidation.
Treatment is conceived of as carefully disentangling the hopes and
aspirations of the residual sane parts of the ego from the
destructive narcissistic parts. This assists the well aspects of the
ego to be able to stand up against the subjugation and abuse that
they are otherwise doomed to suffer.
2.3 The voice as a differentiated Psychotic Personality
co-existing with the Non-Psychotic Personality.
Wilfred Bion has described how the difficulty of dealing with
psychic pain can give rise to the development of two parts of the
personality each with a very different way of coping. The psychotic
part, intolerant of frustration, gets rid of its perceptions and the
part of the mind that registers them. The non-psychotic part of the
personality which retains a capacity for tolerating psychic pain is
able to experience jealousy or envy or disappointment without
denying the experience and without attempting to change his attitude
to the object in order to avoid these experiences.
Although Bion was clear in some of his writing that the psychotic
personality functioned in an entirely autonomous manner which
initially is quite beyond the understanding and influence of the
non-psychotic personality, he also extensively used the concepts of
the splitting of the ego and projective identification. Treatment is
conceived of as firstly the process of helping the remaining
diminished and impoverished non-psychotic personality of the patient
to recognise the defensive and evasive motivations operating within
the psychotic personality. If this is achieved then the second step
is to understand the strength that comes from acknowledging personal
mutual interdependence and to use the support of others to enhance
the strength and sphere of influence of the reality oriented
non-psychotic personality.
One of the insights shared by Bion and Rosenfeld was that the
ostensive patient, the named owner of the body, was by no means to
be always considered the senior partner in regard to the splitting
of the personality. However, they continued to use the language of
"parts of the personality" although this produces a major technical
problem. The term "part" allows one part to be super ordinate or
subordinate or an equal part in relation to another part. However,
use of the term "part" also carries an automatic subsidiarisation of
that part beneath "the personality" which is thereby treated as a
unitary whole. In the Psychosis Workshop at Willesden we have found
that it is extraordinarily difficult to not be drawn back into this
linguistic subsidiarisation of the psychotic personality as being a
sub-part of "the personality". One common way that it creeps back
in, is in relation to the term "the patient". In our
inter-professional dialogues we are so used to talking as if one
body meant one patient that it is almost impossible to get away from
referring to what "the patient said", "the patient felt", "the
patient did" etc. If there is to be any hope of carefully
investigating which mind is which in the inner world then we will
have to learn how to specify which "the patient" we are referring to
when we speak to each other.
2.4 The voice as an "identificate"
Leslie Sohn, my predecessor in running Woodside Ward at Shenley
Hospital, has given particular attention to a number of problems in
the conceptualisations of Rosenfeld and Bion about the nature of the
psychotic personality structure. Sohn suggests that acknowledgement
of connection with others is so profoundly opposed by the
narcissistic organisation within the ego that it considers itself a
new object not a part of the ego of the patient. He coins the term "identificate"
for this usurping part of the ego which operates in a hidden and
covert way to mimic a variety of apparently positive situations. He
points out that the commonest example of this is seen in analysis
where it suddenly takes up a collusive pseudo-alliance with the
analyst and criticises the hated dependent parts of the personality
which are felt to be ill, and helps the analyst in the inquiry into
the illness treated as if it were a crime, but with complete callow
hypocritical indifference to the fate of the "ill part".
Leslie Sohn's formulation of the nature of the psychotic personality
has a number of features which I would like to highlight. It goes a
lot further than other formulations in acknowledging that the mad
voice inside sees him or herself as the true owner of the body and
the appropriate spokesperson for that individual. This allows for
some of the truly personal aspects of the inner voice to be
addressed and what a personal affront it is to that usurper that
anyone would think of him as a usurper when from his point of view
he is like a new chief executive brought in to manage the ego and
turn it into a going concern when the previous manager was
manifestly incompetent. Leslie Sohn does, however, maintain that
this character is an elaborate malformation of the structure of the
ego. Treatment is therefore conceived of as assisting the sane ego
remnants towards their restitution as the original personality. This
involves the exposure of the identificate as a phantasied
construction shaped from profound envious hatred of the pain and
loss of dependent object relations.
3.0 Problems with previous conceptualisations
In the conceptions of Klein and her followers psychoanalytic
treatment is aimed at helping the patient to mitigate the force and
violence of destructive processes by acknowledging the
destructiveness as their own and developing concern for the victims.
However, it is easy for a such a model to evidence a lack of concern
for the experience of the psychotic personality. This dilemma will
be illustrated in an extract from an allegory written by C S Lewis
called "The Great Divorce - a dream". This story addresses Lewis’s
concern about the perennial wish to make a marriage between Heaven
and Hell. This ambition Lewis believes to be a disastrous error and
aims to illustrate the importance of achieving instead divorce
between the two. In his story, an Angel, who for our purposes we can
consider to represent the therapist, is in a dialogue with a Ghost
representing the patient, and there is a Lizard who represents the
versatile voice of the psychotic personality.
" I saw coming towards us a Ghost who carried something on his
shoulder - a little red lizard, and it was twitching its tail like a
whip and whispering things in his ear. The Ghost turned his head to
the reptile with a snarl of impatience. 'Shut up, I tell you!' he
said. It wagged its tail and continued to whisper to him. He ceased
snarling, and presently began to smile. Then he turned and started
to limp westward, away from the mountains.
'Off so soon?' said the Angel.
'Yes. I'm off'. 'Thanks for all your hospitality. But it's no good,
you see. I told this little lizard that he'd have to be quiet if he
came - which he insisted on doing. Of course his stuff won't do
here: I realise that. But he won't stop. I shall just have to go
home'.
'Would you like me to make him quiet?' said the Angel.
'Of course I would', said the Ghost.
'Then I will kill him,' said the Angel, taking a step forward.
'Oh-ah-look out! You're burning me. Keep away,' said the Ghost,
retreating.
'Don't you want him killed?'
'You didn't say anything about killing him at first. I hardly meant
to bother you with anything so drastic as that'.
'It's the only way,' said the Angel, whose burning hands were now
very close to the lizard. 'Shall I kill it?'
'Well, that's a further question. I'm quite open to consider it, but
it's a new point, isn't it? I mean, for the moment I was only
thinking about silencing it because it's so damned embarrassing.'
'May I kill it?'
'Well, there's time to discuss that later.'
'There is no time. May I kill it?'
'Please, I never meant to be such a nuisance. Please - really -
don't bother. Look! It's gone to sleep of its own accord. I'm sure
it'll be all right now. Thanks ever so much.'
'May I kill it?'
'Honestly, I don't think there's the slightest necessity for that.
I'm sure I shall be able to keep it in order now. I think the
gradual process would be far better than killing it.'
'The gradual process is of no use at all.'
'Don't you think so? Well, I'll think over what you've said very
carefully. I honestly will. In fact I'd let you kill it now, but as
matter of fact I'm not feeling frightfully well today. It would be
silly to do it now. I'd need to be in good health for the operation.
Some other day, perhaps.'
'There is no other day. All days are present now.'
'Get back! You're burning me. How can I tell you to kill it? You'd
kill me if you did.'
'It is not so.'
'Why, you're hurting me now.'
'I never said it wouldn't hurt you. I said it wouldn't kill you.'
'Oh, I know. You think I'm a coward. But it isn't that. Really it
isn't. I say! Let me run back by tonight's bus and get an opinion
from my own doctor. I'll come again the first moment I can.'
'This moment contains all moments.'
'Why are you torturing me? You are jeering at me. How can I let you
tear me in pieces? If you wanted to help me, why didn't you kill the
damned thing without asking me - before I knew? It would be all over
by now if you had.'
' I cannot kill it against your will. It is impossible. Have I your
permission?'
The Angel's hands were almost closed on the Lizard, but not quite.
Then the Lizard began chattering to the Ghost so loud that even I
could hear what it was saying.
'Be careful,' it said. ' He can do what he says. He can kill me. One
fatal word from you and he will! Then you'll be without me for ever
and ever. It's not natural. How could you live? You'd be only a sort
of ghost, not a real man as you are now. He doesn't understand. He's
only a cold, bloodless abstract thing. It may be natural for him,
but it isn't for us. Yes, yes. I know there are no real pleasures
now, only dreams. But aren't they better than nothing? And I'll be
so good. I admit I've sometimes gone too far in the past, but I
promise I won't do it again. I'll give you nothing but really nice
dreams - all sweet and fresh and almost innocent. You might say,
quite innocent ...'
'Have I your permission?' said the Angel to the Ghost.
'I know it will kill me.'
'It won't. But supposing it did?'
'You're right. It would be better to be dead than to live with this
creature.'
'Then I may?'
'Damn and blast you! Go on can't you? Get it over. Do what you
like,' bellowed the Ghost: but ended, whimpering, 'God help me, God
help me.'
Next moment the Ghost gave a scream of agony such as I never heard
on Earth. The Burning One closed his crimson grip on the reptile:
twisted it, while it bit and writhed, and then flung it, broken
backed, on the turf.
Lewis's allegory can be used to illustrate some features of the
relationship between therapist as Angel and patient as Ghost which
need to be more thoroughly encompassed in our clinical formulations.
I will itemise some of these:-
1. The Ghost never expected to be able to be truly free of the
influence of the Lizard because he thought that the liberating
process would kill him. There was really no expectation that a new
life without the domination of illness could be achieved and that
the attempt would cost the patient his life and that he thought it
better therefore to be resigned to the impairments that accompany
the cohabitation.
2. The Angel does not seem to realise that the Ghost cannot express
his wish to be free of the Lizard because the Lizard hears
everything that is said and will thus be alarmed at hearing that
there is a plan afoot to be rid of him. In the end he does ask for
the Angel’s help in extricating him from his trapped position.
However, even terms like "the psychotic personality" or "the mad
voice inside" are going to be heard by that ‘other’ cohabitant of
the body and can be experienced as insulting undermining and
life-threatening. This is a fundamental technical problem which will
be illustrated later with clinical material.
3. The Angel was a newcomer and the Ghost was more used to listening
to the advice of the Lizard than the words of the Angel. It cannot
be immediately apparent to a patient why he should start listening
more to a therapist than to someone who has presented themselves as
a close adviser for most of the patient's life. At the beginning of
the story, although the Ghost is telling the Lizard to shut up he
ends up laughing at what he is being told.
4. The Ghost is very explicit that it is not cowardice which is
governing his attempts to prevaricate and back out of getting the
help that is offered and in the end he shows that he is not governed
by "affect avoidance" and does accept help. This has important
implications for formulations which emphasise the death instinct
roots of the psychotic personality. These can easily be heard by the
patient as impugning his courage and integrity and denigrating the
character of the other mind instead of considering all the reasons
why it might not seem to be a realistic option to the patient to
change his view of the ‘other’ cohabitant of his body as a useful
advisor.
5. There is one area where this allegory exposes an important
clinical issue which is difficult to address. The Angel appears to
have murderous intentions towards the Lizard and shows no concern or
interest in the lifelong involvement of the Ghost with the Lizard.
All concern for the Lizard is left to the Ghost who in fact shows
quite a lot of concern which is overridden by the Angel's refusal to
consider a gradual way of dealing with the Lizard. This has all the
hallmarks of an abuse situation where for example a therapist would
get fed up with the slowness of the progress of a patient and the
frequency of the negative therapeutic reactions and be driven to
propound some much more radical action treatment.
These are the issues which have been taxing us in the psychosis
workshop at Willesden and we anticipate that it will fruitfully
occupy us for the next 20 years. However, I will now present a new
theoretical approach and some illustrative clinical material.
4.0 The cohabitation of two minds in one body
The concept of internal cohabitation or co-residency of two minds in
one body which I have evolved with the help of my colleagues at
Willesden aims to be consistent with the experiences of two minds in
our patients. In order to be able to discuss the differences between
the two minds it is necessary to follow some naming convention in
the descriptions below. The convention I will follow is to describe
the person who comes for treatment and wants the help of the
therapist as "the patient" and to describe the other mind whose
voice the patient hears as "his cohabiting other mind". This is only
for the purpose of exposition since the cohabiting other mind in a
woman will be female and that in a man will be male but I will only
refer to the male variant. Similarly the name that is used in
practice in the treatment setting for the cohabiting other mind is
one which usually arises from some particular repetitive issue or
experience.
The concept of the cohabitation of two different minds includes the
expectation that this is the choice of neither person and is a
permanent arrangement that there is no way out of. They will
co-habit till death do they part. In this concept any notions of
modification of the personality of the other cohabiting mind are
ignoring the evidence that he does not learn from experience and
cannot change in any way. The patient is markedly different in this
regard and is the potential partner in the therapeutic alliance with
the analyst or therapist. Changes that occur do so within the
understanding and capabilities of the patient and not in the mind of
his cohabitant. The treatment alliance will not be expected to be
established at the outset no matter how much it might appear so
since much of the transaction between patient and analyst will be
filtered through a censorship system or transformational processes
operated by the cohabiting other mind through his internal advice to
the patient.
It is only when the prior alliance between the patient and his
cohabiting other mind is replaced with a new alliance between the
patient and the analyst that treatment proper can begin. This
involves an analytic process being allowed to proceed of the two
minds concurrently. This is not an easy matter because our various
trainings have instilled in us the impossibility and impropriety of
trying to analyse two patients at the same time in the same
sessions. And yet within the one body of the patient, if there are
two minds which require analysis then the analyst has no option but
to proceed to learn how to conduct this dual track analysis. The
only way to avoid this would be to deny the mind of the cohabitant a
status equivalent to the mind of the patient.
It could be argued that this is precisely what has been done with
some of the alternative conceptualisations. If the cohabiting other
mind is seen for example as a narcissistic structure in the ego or
some other pathological mental aberration then the status of
person-hood can be denied to him. However, the effect of doing this
is going to be very different depending on whether he is, in truth,
an aberrant psychic construction or is a separate person. If he is a
mental construction but not a person then the denial of his
person-hood will not matter because the aim of the analysis will be
to subsume all his characteristics within "the personality" of the
patient anyway. However, if he is a separate sentient mind then this
conceptualisation of him and the aim to subsume him within the
personality of the patient becomes an horrific one of neglect,
denial of significance and abuse.
Clinical illustrations
A paranoid schizophrenic patient came for his session with his face
and the palms of his hands badly scratched. He told me that he had
been playing football with some of the boys from the school that he
was teaching in. He had run the length of the pitch avoiding being
tackled and had an open goal ahead of him when suddenly his legs
became entangled and he fell and slid along the ground for many
yards, painfully grazing his hands and face. He fell just an instant
before he was to have scored and he told me that in his mind there
had already been the cheers and praise of the other members of his
team when he was cast violently to the ground. He also told me that
a spectator had come up to him afterwards to ask what had happened
and had told him that it looked as if an express train had hit him
from behind the way he suddenly was seen to career across the
ground. In this situation there was no foot of an opponent to trip
him up and cast him down - he didn't even blame a lump in the pitch.
He was quite clear that it was something in him that had tripped him
up and turned an excited expectation of victory and acclaim into a
humiliating defeat. He recognised that he carried within himself an
agency which could violently interfere with and undermine any
achievements or goals that he or I might have.
Prior to the therapy his correct knowledge that there was such an
agency combined with the wish that it was not within led to the
elaboration of a complex system of persecutory beliefs. Thus, in the
absence of help with getting to know what is on the mind of the
other cohabitant of the body it is inevitable that the patient will
mistake that other mind for his own and will then be looking outside
himself for who could be undermining him in such a profound way.
A second patient, Mr X, had experienced numerous separations from
home throughout his childhood and entered therapy with a strong
sense of it being an indulgence and being very sceptical about
whether therapists could be trusted since he had heard of so many
accounts of therapists who abused their patients. In the first few
years of therapy he brought family and work problems and it became
clear that he was often precipitated into ill-conceived and
undermining actions by injunctions from within, to take urgent
action or suffer terrible consequences. As we worked on these
recurrent situations we considered the advice he was following and
he could see that this was ill-advice that was coming from inside
him and I began to refer to the source of this misinformation as
being from his "ill-advisor".
There was considerable internal opposition to this description. He
could understand the reference to ill-advice as long as he saw it as
his own mistakes but he could not countenance that it could come
from an "ill-advisor". I was told that the reason that I was
interpreting those problematic aspects of himself in that way was
that I was trying to take the edge off his guilt about them by
implying it was not in his control. I was also told that it was not
a good idea to do that since he felt that in the end he had to face
up to the fact that it was his responsibility. I did not agree with
this interpretation of my behaviour and its consequences and I
interpreted that it was making his ill-advisor ill to hear that with
my patient’s help I had been able to see him. I went on to say that
my patient's "ill-advisor" was trying to become invisible again by
persuading me that everything that went on in my patient was to be
attributed to my patient's mind and that there was nobody there
except the patient. The issue was then dropped by my patient
although occasionally, when he was telling me of having done
something which he regretted I would be told "I suppose you would
say that was my ill-advisor at work" with barely concealed derision
and contempt.
After a while I began to notice two phenomena. I had continued to
interpret the differences between what was the product of using his
mind from what had come from the mind of his ill-advisor and each
time I did this I could see his head nodding in silent agreement
with what I was saying. However, when the patient began to speak
again he talked as if everything that I said about his ill-advisor
had been referring to my patient. I gradually realised that there
was a continuous covert translation process going on which my
patient thought was helpful since it circumnavigated the peculiar
inclination he thought I had to invite him to disown all his
responsibility. Meanwhile the only way my patient was able to tell
me that he understood what I was saying was a very slight nodding of
his head during my interpretations which was never accompanied by
any verbal agreement or murmur of agreement.
It was a completely silent nodding which I could easily have missed
seeing. For the next few months I found myself turning to look at
his head when I began my interpretations so that I could see
something of whether he agreed with me from whether his head nodded
or didn't. Meanwhile my interpretations continued to be silently
translated and transmuted inside him into what amounted to
criticisms of him. This transformation in effect turned what I said
into rubbish because they became things I would never say both
because of the misatribution of motives that would be involved and
also because pointing out peoples' faults to try and make them shape
up and take responsibility for themselves certainly isn't
interpretation and is in fact a rather clueless sort of injunction
to get well by pulling your socks up. After first noticing these two
processes I considered the implications for some months and then
interpreted the situation in the following way.
I said that I thought that his "ill-advisor" had so hated being seen
by me and so hated that I could find a way to refer to him
separately that he had taken to silently translating all my
interpretations into ones that I would never say to him. I said that
at the same time I had been allowed to know when he, my patient,
agreed with me by the initiation of silent nodding which had begun
at the same time as the translation.
This interpretation resulted in a significant shift in the
relationship since the patient began to be able to be aware of when
he was doing the silent nodding and began to put into words what he
agreed with and what he didn't. With regard to the translation
process there was initially a renewed outburst of assertions that he
had to face up to his faults and that the reason he had been doing
the translation was to make sense of my interpretations. However, he
began to have dreams which he could remember for the first time
whereas before he had been deeply frustrated by having dreams which
he felt were very significant but which he had forgotten by the time
he got to his sessions. The dreams were indeed significant and I
will give you one of them and some of the session that followed.
"I was in a hotel and I was looking for a friend of mine who I knew
was in the hotel somewhere but I couldn't find him. I came across
this young child in a bare room. I didn't like the child. It was
clinging onto my arm and I didn't want to have anything to do with
it. It was peculiar looking. It was half like a child and half like
some sort of ugly misshapen creature - like one of those Gothic
sculptures. I just wanted to get away from it and went out of the
room and as I left I looked back and saw that it had gone into the
corner of the room and it was urinating and shitting in the corner
of the room and I felt disgusted."
After reporting the dream he was silent but there followed a series
of ostentatious yawns. It was clear that if anyone was going to
think about the dream it was me and not him. I then made the
following interpretation.
I said that I thought that as a result of my helping him understand
the way his "ill-advisor" had been silently rubbishing my
interpretations by translating them he had been able to let me "see"
his "ill-advisor" for the first time by remembering and bringing
this dream. I said that in the dream his "ill-advisor" was depicted
as a combination of a clinging child and a Gothic monster and that
he had been disinclined to have anything to do with him in the same
way that he had when I first found a name for his "ill-advisor". I
went on to say that the dream showed how his reluctance to be with
his "ill-advisor" and his walking out on him had so seriously
disturbed that person that he had gone into the corner of the room
and was shitting and urinating but again this had only evoked
disgust in him not concern. I said that I thought that his
"ill-advisor" expected this indifference and often promoted it
despite the fact that he was hurt by it and that it was his
"ill-advisor" promoting this attitude of indifference by giving the
series of yawns that had followed his bringing the dream.
My patient said that he agreed about the yawning because it had come
on suddenly when he wasn't feeling tired but that he would never
have thought of this child creature as being significant because his
main concern in the dream was to find his friend and this creature
was a nuisance interfering with what he was trying to do. I said
that I thought that when he had been involved in translating my
interpretations he had also thought that he was trying to be a
friend to me but that in so doing he had been stopping his
"ill-advisor" from being seen and that this had been hurtful to that
person even though it was promoted and advised by his "ill-advisor"
as the best way to proceed.
He was silent for a while and then he said that a memory had
returned of a time he was away with his girlfriend on a holiday they
had been planning for some time. They had been getting on really
well when he had become suddenly ill with stomach pains and on going
into the kitchen had suddenly had a bout of diarrhoea and had soiled
himself. He was almost never ill and yet on this holiday he had been
ill through most of it. I said that I thought it was precisely when
he had been in prospect of an enjoyable time with his girlfriend
that his "ill-advisor" had become ill and that I thought the memory
told us how ill it was making his "ill-advisor" now for us to be
getting on better and sharing a language for understanding the
differences between them. I added that it not only made his
"ill-advisor" feel ill it actually made him be "ill" .
The next session the patient started by saying that he had been
thinking about the difference between feeling ill and being ill
because he had got some sort of stomach bug and had been up most of
the night with nausea and vomiting. He said that he had been
thinking that it must be his "ill-advisor" being ill again in a way
which was linked with the episode of sudden diarrhoea that he had
recalled in the previous session. After a pause he went on to say
that he didn't understand how people came to terms with long term
disability and illness. He had a friend who had developed diabetes
and had to change her whole life to be able to deal with all the
tests and checkups and treatments that were needed and yet she had
gone ahead and learned all she could about it and taken it on board
whereas my patient felt he would just want to try and forget about
it and think about it as little as possible.
I said that I thought that he did still have some reluctance to take
on board all the work that was involved in getting to know his
"ill-advisor" and how he had come to be ill and what the illness
meant in practice and that I thought that he was amazed that his
analysis had turned out to be able to help him with this. I also
said that I thought that he had already changed his attitude
somewhat over this since he had not left it to me as he did
previously to work out the connection between diarrhoea and the
vomiting illness but had thought that through and raised it himself.
The Treatment Model required for cohabitation of two minds in one
body.
The treatment approach puts analytic researches at the centre of the
enterprise and the analyst will not be drawn out of the analytic
frame in any way. All actions are abrogated and resistance to free
association examined carefully since it is usually mediated by the
patient being fed paranoid propaganda by his cohabiting other mind.
He is advised by his cohabiting mind of the dangerous outcomes of
letting the analyst know of matters that he would prefer to keep in
the dark. There is careful examination of the different emotional,
perceptual and motivational systems operating in the mind of the
patient and in the mind of his cohabitant. This approach allows many
unexpected characteristics of the cohabiting mind to be elaborated.
For example that the cohabiting other mind is quite content to join
in and facilitate any errors or difficulties that the therapist has
and to maximise any opportunity for misunderstanding because this
adds to his ability to reside unseen in obscurity. Another
unexpected finding is that the cohabiting mind can experience hurt
if the therapist actually uses the very value laden denigratory or
criticising terms which are promulgated and invited by the other
mind.
Treatment is conceived of as fostering the development in the
patient of a genuine capability for making decisions in life which
adequately take account of the needs of his own mind and that of his
cohabiting other mind. This is complicated by the fact that the
other mind never wants what he needs and hates anyone having his
needs met including his own. This does not preclude having those
needs met but it does mean that the process of working out how to do
this requires a great deal of detailed knowledge of both minds. This
cannot be achieved by premature injunctions for the patient to "be
responsible" and will not occur if the patient has an attitude of
wishing to be rid of the cohabiting mind or of condemnation and
resentment of this internal other. One important part of the
development of genuine interest and concern for the other mind comes
through attention to the ways in which the mind of the cohabitant is
often using concrete symbolic equations instead of symbolism and is
therefore unable to think symbolically which constitutes a
significant degree of thought disorder and disability. This in turn
leads to a recognition that destructive consequences do not always
arise from destructive aims. A mind that is incapable of symbolic
functioning can be urgent, ruthless and expedient and thereby injure
others directly as a result of these disabilities.
Who is the Mad Voice Inside?
Although I will leave you to find your answer to the question I
posed in my title I would like to give you a brief sketch of my own
answer. I think that the mad voice inside is someone who is
conceived at the same time as the patient and shares the same sex as
the patient since they share the same body. Living all of his life
out of sight and out of the mind of others the cohabiting other mind
becomes attached to his isolation and hates to be seen. He never has
his own name and will hate any name that anyone gives him. The
profound isolation and abandonment which is intrinsic to his
experience gives rise to autoerotic preoccupation with bodily
sensations and an extreme negativism in relation to the human
interpersonal environment. The mind of the cohabiting other is
impaired by his preference for relating to body experiences rather
than the interpersonal world. This leads to difficulties in language
development and emotional processing so that this internal other
being has a very different childhood from the patient.
The cohabiting other mind has needs which can be met but he would
sooner die than acknowledge that he has any needs to meet and he is
exercised wherever possible to interfere with the joining of need
with provision. Hate is directed equally at people who meet his
needs or who fail to provide for them. His hate and negativism never
changes and he is therefore totally reliant on the patient for his
safety. The cohabiting other mind will live as long as the patient
but has no interest in the life of the patient or his own except as
a conduit for sensual experiences. Left to his own devices he will
keep the patient subjugated to the service of sexual and physical
abuse and its extensions into maiming and death since these are the
only ways of relating that he knows about .
The problem for the patient of learning how to look after the other
mind cohabiting in his body is substantial but not as insuperable as
his cohabitant would have him believe. With patience and hard work a
genuine interest in the otherness of this being can be fostered in
the patient to replace the attitudes of confrontation, condemnation
and impugning of character and integrity with which he starts and
which so exacerbate and inflame the problem.
ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
I am grateful to my colleagues Joscelyn Richards, Manek Bharucha,
Lorenzo Bacelle and Janine Sternberg who have helped me, over many
years, to evolve and refine the ideas outlined in this paper by
their participation in the Psychosis Workshop that I run at the
Willesden Centre. I obtained valuable help from Renu Patel and Mona
Wilson in discussions about the paper and from preliminary
information they collected for me by asking some people the question
"Who is the mad voice that you hear inside you?" I would also like
to thank Deborah Farrell for helping me to choose the clinical
material needed to illustrate the reality of internal cohabitation
and its interpretation.
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This paper is based on a talk given 6th March 1993 at APP Conference
"Psychodynamic approaches to psychosis: survival or revival?" It was
published as: Sinason M (1993) Who is the mad voice inside?
Psychoanal. Psychother. Vol 7 (3) 207-221 but has been revised
subsequently.
Contact email address:
drmsinason@doctors.org.uk
12 June 2004
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