On
Hallucination, Intuition, and the Becoming of "O"
by Eric Rhode. esf Publishers 1998, 230 pages.
This
cannot be an ordinary book review because it is a response to an
extra-ordinary book. It
will therefore not be an account of content (for even this is
beyond my capacities,) but simply a description of my encounter
with an original work and a thinker of original thoughts.
When
I first read the book I was flooded with hope – not an everyday
experience! It was on reflection, a complex wave of emotions, that comes
when something vital has been preconsciously known, is made more
fully known and described by another.
A true "home" has been found: a proper mating has
resulted in a realisation.
At
every third word it was imperative to stop and think:
associations, memories, half ideas, relationships of past, present
and future, internal and external, all crowding into the mind,
expanding and stretching almost beyond endurance. Equally imperative was the internal demand to go faster, to
know, to discover, to be taken over by the beauty of the
"music" of his ideas.
Images of the "Dawn Treader" arose, with
Reepicheep's cry of "Further in and further up" as he
set off for his final journey alone in a coracle amidst the
overpowering scent and proliferation of lilies.
Eric
Rhode invites us to find our own journey in our own coracle with
open eyes: like him to "sail off to map this mysterious
internal world……as the fearful narrator of a journey on the
edge and beyond the horizon" (Nachmani). He courageously and
imaginatively describes the process of his own path through the
lily ponds, and through the barrier between the Known/Unknown.
The maps that exist for him are those of Klein and Bion and
Meltzer, but Rhode goes beyond these in trying to discover and
describe the dangerous areas of intuition and hallucination, and
to throw a form of light upon their meaning.
During
the third reading I found that my thinking and emotional response
to patients was beginning to change: qualities of attention and
receptivity had altered in me.
.....An
often silent adolescent eventually tells me he does not speak
because he is "comfortable".
He is drifting, he says, but he is not sure where.
He seems to be in a basket but cannot see over the edge.
There is a rocking motion - he rocks his body.
Sessions later he tells me of a dream of Ancient Britons
going to sea in coracles. We
discover his basket/coracle is on the Atlantic ocean.
He
is alone and has no compass.
He is lost. He
has defended himself against terror by not looking over the edge.
(He has a diagnosis of Asperger's Syndrome and can only
look side ways).
.....To
a phobic adolescent who has suffered recent bereavements which
have ossified her already evident addiction to near psychological
death, I ventured a half thought about a dead twin envious of her
capacity for being emotionally alive.
Her response affirmed Rhode's development of Bion's idea.
Why, she exploded, had I taken so long to realise that the
child whom her mother had miscarried years before her birth has
this powerful, deadening, meaning in her internal world?
......A
mute African girl, traumatised in infancy by the sudden absence of
her mother and then presence of a mother with no memory, uses felt
tip, brush and water to produce a painting of what I thought
initially to be sky. But
there was just sky, and I realise that she is asking me to
perceive the quality of blueness and its stunning beauty.
Time and again she covers the painting with a blank sheet,
pressing ever more firmly.
The
copies are faint and faded remnants of the beauty which in the end
disappear altogether, accompanied by wave upon wave of sadness in
the counter-transference. How
is it possible to hold onto a fragment of the link to the meaning
of the beauty of blueness? How does one move from two to three dimensionality unless
someone notices the mute attempts to be "taken in"? (I am reminded of Kandinsky's picture "Sky Blue",
where it is the quality of blueness which is the striking feature:
whilst the amoeba-like creatures, however colourful, seem simply
to be a sign that the surface of the painting is not flat.
These creatures float within the thin membrane - an attempt
to indicate three dimensionality).
There is now a blank void where there was once a beautiful
mother who could take in her baby's emotional experience.
The void is the open mouth from where no sound comes.
It is filled with the unheard scream.
As I interpret this, she points to her earlier cut-outs of
bats and spiders, then to her mouth.
I feel nothing. The
terror is still too great yet to be felt, but we have made a
beginning in a new way. Rhode
develops Bion's idea of Religious Vertex, indicating that from the
void something creative can come if we can bear to know it.
.....
A very ill adolescent "abandoned" by a seriously ill
mother as a toddler, talks of everyday things in his session but
as I open the door at the end, the every increasing space around
the edges of the door become a void.
He raises his eyes and arms, smiling a silent welcome to
the "shapes" and shades that are always there to greet
and sustain him. The
Bionic "beam of darkness" that Rhode elaborates with
astonishing helpfulness, shows us a way and gives us some words to
describe these extra-ordinary experiences so that this patient and
others need not feel lost in an unknown non-place, but can cry out
with the dwarf in the "Lay of the Last Minstrel":
"Found, found, found".
This
is a painfully disturbing book.
It is less alarming to read than Psychotic Metaphysics, but
it does require that the reader "takes his own reading
seriously" as Nachmani describes in the forward to the book.
This foreword is what should be read if you want a discrete
and comprehensive overview of the content of the book.
Hopefully many readers will venture further into the work
than this. It is scholarly in the realms of psychoanalysis, philosophy,
sociological theory, theology, anthropology, and concerning the
links between them.
It
is astonishingly and vibrantly alive in the realms of human
endeavours to be and to become.
In
starting this review I likened Rhode to Reepicheep journeying
beyond the edge of Space and Time.
The other image is of Kandinski's "Blue Rider"
urging his charger faster and onward between Earth and Heaven,
beyond Sanity and Madness, bravely and foolishly going on.
Dare we catch the movement of the wind behind his tails,
and in our mind's eye, follow him in our imagination through the
stars whilst knowing that we are not one: trusting only our frail
link towards Internal Objects?
We owe Eric Rhode a considerable debt for his scholarship,
imagination and above all for his courage.
We can both begin to repay that debt, and to become more
indebted, by reading his book.
Mr
B Truckle

Copyright
© 2000 British Psychoanalytical Society & Institute of
Psychoanalysis.

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